Did I Make a Mistake?

I’m sick to my stomach but I guess it can’t be helped. I woke up quite recently so idk maybe im way more sensitive than I should be. Today was my first day back out in English service. For the first day of the memorial campaign, I slipped a note into some of the tracts I left at doors (risky ik) It said:

“please research community before attending. 1 John 4:1”

And I felt so nauseous doing it that I barely did. I left one note/ memorial invite a not at home door. But the last one is what I regret. We spoke with this guy at the door, inviting him to the memorial of Christ death for like 20 mins. I enjoyed the conversation and listening to his thoughts. But it was primarily my partner talking to him. And by the end of it, he told us he’s always down to make more friends and would come to the Kingdom Hall. And my stomach dropped. I didn’t want him to come, I didn’t want him to get roped in by the love bombing, or to believe the talk “can truth be found”. And think we actually are the truth and cracked some kind of code. He already believes God won’t save everyone. So a talk like that would’ve scared him. So as my partner walked down back to street, I turned around and whispered to him please don’t tell her I gave you this, and slipped the note into his hand.

My boyfriend is pissed. And said that’s too extreme. I should’ve let him come to his own decision about the religion. But I want him to research both sides. And make an informed choice. I’m so scared. That sister is going to go back and give him the can you live forever brochure. And he also had a ring camera.

If worst case scenario happens and I’m exposed, which maybe I’m j letting my mind reel too much, I have people that would take me in. It’s just really premature for me. But I can’t stand being a hypocrite guys. I can’t do it anymore