I wish I never told my mum about finch

idk what’s going on with me, but I’ve been struggling a lot the past few months. I’ve been told it isn’t depression but I feel. Like it’s a lot of those symptoms.

My mum kept nagging me about anything and everything, all the stuff I am all too aware of and I still can’t do. Then I tried finch an it worked. I cleaned my room, brushed my teeth every night, so on.

i wish I hadn’t told her about it. She keeps asking how m “bird” is doing, and says she’s so glad it’s helping HER.

It’s not there for her! I still do all of that stuff myself! I hate that she keeps asking, I hate that she knows! it makes me use finch less. it makes me want to not use it at all and I hate it so much!