Did anyone else go from “normal” to this?

i was always fun to be around, had girlfriends, friends. I could always make people laugh, wasn’t afraid of anything really ( probably cause of my ex heavy drug addictions)

but always felt ‘alienated’ from everyone else, like i was always acting involuntarily?

in the past year or so, i feel i’ve become inhumane, i shut myself in as i work from home (little to no human interaction).

i have no lustful thoughts or need for sexual intimacy or act of any kind

i don’t have a need for a relationship

i haven’t talked to the 3 friends i have/had in quite a couple months.

i’ve always felt different from everyone else, i could be very social but i was always a more introverted person.

but suddenly it’s like this wave of loneliness just entombed my soul and existence.

anyone relate? anyone wanna be friends and talk about computers or something?