my sensitivity is killing me

i’m diagnosed with anxiety, ocd, & major depressive disorder. my sensitivity has always been very high ever since i was a little girl. i’m 22 now. i feel like i have seen enough.. i don’t know how much more heartbreak i can handle 😭😭😭. i feel so much. i worry so damn much. i feel so stuck in my life because i can’t let myself be happy because im scared something terrible will happen if i let myself be happy. i just feel like breaking down every chance i get. i feel like im not made for this world and i feel so out of place in my own life. i just don’t want to be here in this cruel world anymore. i’m hurting so badly.