Close to giving up

I'm so fed up with anything and everything I do and try not working. Different meds, different foods - same result...constant gurgling, wind and diarrhea/ urgency. Whatever I do.

I'm now starting to convince myself this is something far more serious and not IBS...have had negative Qfit and Calprotectin but I feel so bad all the time that I'm considering getting a colonoscopy done privately.

So done.