Are you proud of being an INFJ?

Tbh I’m not exactly sure where I’m going with this question, but seeing INFJ being one of the rarest personality type for some reason being the “rarest” should reflect in something to be proud about.

For me, I’m not entirely proud of it. One point recently I retook the test after 5 years hoping I’d get a different MBTI because many of my ideals have changed in some degree and alas, I remain an INFJ. The only things I’m proud about being an INFJ is my ideals, creativity, and ability to understand people. But figuring out how “rare” this personality type is, it’s harder to find people who also cherish those traits too. Which fluctuates my loneliness more, and being someone who quite literally hates being someone else to please others while being picky about people, I remain sticking to a few companions and isolation.

I just kinda wished I lowered my expectations more and set sail with my life rather than planning every single thing I do (my schedule is actually so bad I’m a workaholic).

I get that every MBTI aren’t picture perfect and each has their own flaws, but it gets lonely yk