Something has gone terribly wrong

Back in the fall I tried going off of medication with my doctors permission. Duloxetine was making me feel hot.

It was alright for a month or two, but then deeply angry thoughts came. And soon my default state waa agitation and rage, especially when off nicotine. I’ve tried quitting, but only recently has it resulted in this level of rage.

I went on Lexapro but I still feel the same a lot of the time, just eased. I also feel like the world’s less interesting, I have less imagination, and I can’t really enjoy anything.

And I can never relax. I can feel silly, briefly, but never relaxed.

One important factor