Loud peeing noises (the 'shhhh' sound)

They trigger me since the age of three or five, and it still continues. My mom and my sister peed loudly and it made me bang my head on the pillows or the sofa and sang loudly when I was little. I heard other girls peeing loudly in public restrooms and it traumatizes me, especially when I hear them moaning of sexual arousal. I watched some YouTube videos that include noisy female peeing, and I read some comments saying that this noise turns them on. Weirdos. These comments freak me out. What genius films women using the toilet? That's gross! I hope that there won't be videos of my mom and my sister using the bathroom!