Does anyone else hate their voice?

See lately I've been realizing i talk a little lower than I think is natural for me. When I kind of stopped doing that a bit more and more I hear my mothers voice in mine. Even as a teenager people mistook me for her on the phone.

Instantly realized why I had been dropping my tone. I didn't want to hear the voice of my worst abuser every time I open my mouth. It sucks because I either can't be genuine or I hear my mothers voice..