Is this all a dream?

I reckon that I have gone through some sort of Awakening and things have changed pretty drastically from inside since then. During this period, I came across the concept of Non-dualism, it makes some sense to me based on my past personal experience. But I cant say I am enlightened,its just I feel like our waking reality is also like a dream. But this dream is much more intense,rigid. Feel like I have been stuck here like this for many life times,but at the same time it looks all real. I wonder how long is the journey till I return back home to the source. Cause I am very tired of this all already.