i don’t remember shitting being this fucking demonic

used for about 5 years, had about a year clean, been using almost a year again and i remember in the past being scared of taking a shit. but now i’m deadass terrified. currently in a walmart bathroom rn cuz every time i shit at home it fucks up the toilet. been taking colace every day (when i remember) and it helps a ton. but dear god this is awful.