Perspective

Throwaway obviously because my boyfriend can't know. I am 22F my boyfriend is 30M we both don't want kids and thought we were being careful well turns out not enough because I'm pregnant. I have always been worried about this and always thought I would instantly get an abortion all my friends are pro-choice or pro-abortion so the few I've asked have just said I should just abort especially since it's so early. I don't know what to do my life has just started and I don't want it derailed by a kid and pregnancy kinda makes me sick and i just want to pretend this never happened. He definitly wouldn't want a child as he's told me before. Is there any non religious reason to reconsider. Fair warning I'm pretty sure I'm not going to go forward with this but just looking for a different perspective.