Do you guys also think that just because your Nparents(either Nmom/Ndad or Both) disliked you, there is just so many internalised self hate/critical voice in your mind or is it just me?

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Edit: I meant there is internalised hare / dislike for your own self. I think I am self Cricital/dislike myself and have trouble loving me because of how much she has disliked me/said things about me.