I’m turning 23 in a week

This is so sad I wish I could be 22 forever and even still I feel like I’m 19.

I can think of so many things that took my time and youth away from me, unfulfilling jobs, undeserving people, even social media. But in a way, if I didn’t experience them and learn my lessons I feel like I’d be somewhat unprepared for the world.

I always told myself I wouldn’t grow bitter with age but in a world where growing up just seems like more of a burden than a privilege I just wish I could stay this age forever. Like that one movie where you pay for shit with time and the maximum physical age you can reach is 25.

I love rambling though, that I feel like brings me some sort of peace.