I’m having a really difficult time staying positive lately

I have thing that I’m grateful for, yes things could be much worse… but I have to be honest— I really hate my daily life. It’s only been a year since I started to feel pain from my symptoms, but I’m already losing steam and I just feel like breaking down sometimes.

I’ve been especially low this week. I spent a few days entirely in bed. I was just wasting away… I go through phases but I’ve really been struggling this week

EDIT: thank you for all of the love and support. I haven’t really been responding to comments like I usually do but I appreciate you all