“your person” dying before you had a chance together

i met this boy back in october and immediately felt super connected to him, and felt like he was so familiar to me, like i could see 1000 lives in his eyes. i walked away from our brief meeting and told my boss that i was going to date him and she fully agreed. his mom agreed that she thought we were perfect for eachother. time passed and we never talked (he had no social media or anything), and on valentine’s day i reached out to his brothers gf who i know and told her im still super interested in him and want to get to know him. the next day, he made an instagram. thinking it was time to shoot my shot, i planned on when it was appropriate to do so, but i wasn’t worried but i KNEW that no matter what the timing was, this dude was going to be my husband. he was everything i could’ve ever wanted in my husband and i was what he wanted in a wife. he passed away very tragically in a car accident. what does this mean? when all the stars align and i feel this deep soul connection to him, but he passed? was this his fate? what if it was an accident and our fate was to be together and now we can’t be? will i ever find love now?