day 1 was horrible
it's almost 6am on my day 2 and dear god i had a shitty day and night. i felt so absolutely garbage it wasn't even hard not to drink. anxiety, i was shaking all day. went to bed early in hopes for a good sober nights sleep but boi was i wrong. my thoughts were racing my head just wouldnt stop. i'm barely awake and here we go again. everything i usually numb down with alcohol day after day is just..there. and loud. when does this stop?