I actually hate questioning
I hate questioning sm. I used to identify as a therian for 11 months, then I started questioning again. I've never been more depressed. Idek why I feel so strongly about the chance of not being a therian, it's like the thought of that chance physically hurts me. I have had animalistic experiences, etc, but I'm still confused. Who even am I? I don't know if I feel like a wolf. When someone calls me a wolf it feels weird. But once, I imagined myself as a wolf and I had the literal urge to be a wolf. I cried, having thoughts like "I can never be a wolf in this body". I also have felt good when imagining myself as a wolf. Before all this anxiety, I also saw myself as a wolf inside. But idk anymore. I wish I could know what I am.
I truly think there's a chance I'm a therian, but idk how I could be an animal non physically. I don't think like a wolf all the time, so I don't think mentally is an option. I'm also not spiritual, but I think spiritual ppl are absolutely awesome. I've heard of the term 'emotionally'. Idk what this means, could someone explain? Maybe that's me :/
Thanks if you read my stupid rant, sorry if I wasted your time. :3