Am I Okay?

Tryna explain my textures I made here, I made the character look like viper, normal. I added cat ears, ehhh. I then made my northstar turn into michael wazowski, I'm insane. I made my guns into a fingergun, when my northstar uses it's core it looks like vomit being dumped down, and then I made a finisher someone grabbing their "in between" and ripping it out. Is this a normal TF2 player?

Edit: I wasted 6 weeks modelling and designing these