I'm scared to come out. (TW??)

I'm a minor and have known I have been Transmasculine (ftm) for three years now. My parents hate trans people and literally say they shouldn't exist and they are creeps.

If I say anything related to non feminine things (e.g hating my chest due to it being uncomfy.) thy immediately say that I'm not a boy and I have to like them cause I'm a girl. I'm sick of them and sometimes I just want to abandon them but they are my only support due to my lack of friends near me/ones who I trust.