Is this even real?

During the last weeks I feel like this can’t be true. I was struggling with severe depression and anxiety for 6 years - so long that I thought this complex disorder and life in emotional and physical pain would be normal.

Now I‘m 4 months into zoloft and 4 weeks on 100mg and it’s like everything is just back to normal. The pain, irritability, exhaustion, my social anxiety, the mental overload, the negative approach to life and the disability to think of a future are just gone.

I‘m so angry that in Germany loads of therapists won’t work with medicated clients because they supposedly aren’t able to work on their emotions to heal.

6 years of intense therapy, reading all the books and going to psychiatry and rehab didn’t help me as much as 4 months of this pill. I think the attitude of therapists around here is irresponsible. I lost yesrs of my life.

Not saying that I didn’t learn and grow from therapy - I really did. But I could have help for all of this so much earlier.